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Alex: Hey boyfriend.
Kaz: A-Alexā¦ Sorry, I drank too much pop* on the way.
Alex: āPopāā¦ youāre so cute.
Kaz: I mean, thatās what you callā
Oh!
Alex: Not so fastā¦
Kaz: Alex!
Alex: Itād be a shame to waste a good opportunity.
*For my non-American readers, āpopā is what Midwesterners call soda/soda pop/soft drinks.
Oh yeah, I forgot Kaz was from Ohio. I think calling it pop makes a lot of sense actually! Iām from Ireland, and we just call soda āfizzy drinksā, at least where Iām from.
Also, this might come off as a weird question, (yeah itās super fucking weird) but: what are Alex and Kazmirās measurements?
Also also, loving this chapter so far! Like always take care of your wrist and stuff, take a break if you need to as well.
Pop is one of those midwestern regionalisms that has always charmed me. Ireland has many wonderful turns of phrase too! Fizzy drinks is cute yet matter of fact.
Measurements for their cocks? I donāt have a set number in mind, but I would put Kaz at about 6.5-7ā³ (16.25-17.5 cm) and Alex at 2-2.5ā³ (5-6.25 cm.)
Thank you so much! Iāve been taking my time with inking on these pages, but so far have done a good job with keeping up the buffer and keeping up my well being too haha.
Shit, sorry for the frequent commenting. I had initially commented once and thought my comment was rejected for some reason, so I left another.
Pop really is cute, not a big fan of just āsodaā though, and especially not just ācola.ā
Iām half Turkish (weird, I know) and over there itās just ākolaā, or āgazozā which means fizzy or like, bubbly. I dunno if it adds anything, since Turkish quite obviously isnāt English.
Irish phrases and slang can be plain stupid but hilarious. I donāt use a majority of it though. I remember my dad told me a story of how he was at a house fixing televisions with his dad (family business) and he heard the family there refer to the TV remote as āthe moke.ā I dunno why but āthe mokeā is so fucking funny to me.
Yep, thatās what I meant. Thatās pretty damn big for both, Iād kill to have a guy like Kaz and to have bottom growth that freaking awesome. Have you thought up how long Alex has been on T for, or are you still thinking about the canon?
Taking your time is great, donāt rush it! I remember I used to rush the linework or just half ass it, I always wanted to do the shading because the multiply layers were so fun to play with.
Comment all you want! Blow my comment section up! I apologize if it looked like your comment got rejected before ā I have to manually approve them if itās someoneās first time posting or they havenāt posted in a while. I like to do this to keep the assholes outta the comment section, and the spambots (more of these than the former thankfully.)
āGazozā as the word for bubbly or fizzy feels almost like onomatopoeia. Excellent word for this! Iām a language nerd so this is cool to know. Do you speak Turkish fluently, and have you had the chance to visit Turkey often? Iād love to go one day ā it looks beautiful, and the food is fabulous. One of my friends went a few years ago and had a blast. āThe mokeā! Also perfect. Thank you for sharing these.
The measurements arenāt necessarily canon since I donāt know if my consistency is good enough to make them look the same every time, although I do aspire to be the kind of artist who draws unique penises for each of my characters. Your Kaz is out there! He may have a fabulous dick and he may even be named Kaz!
Alex has been on T for about 3 years at this point in the story ā he started in his early 20s during a period when he dropped out of college to figure himself out. There will be a chapter coming up where he talks about that period of his life
As I understand it, bottom growth can take 2-3 years to max out for some guys, and Iāve even heard of some who get a bit more post hysto. So you never know! But size isnāt everything ā Iāve had great experiences with guys of all sizes. Ultimately what matters is great communication and a desire to learn what your partner loves.
Yessss layers are your friend! They really are the key I think to creating great coloring and shading. For me, the balance is between putting off the inking forever or forcing myself to power through as much as I can. Itās not my favorite part of making comics. I think I have finally reached a happy medium of telling myself āgood enoughā lol.
Yeah, I understand. Iām happy I donāt have to see transphobic comments here, though you have to go through them to reject them.. I hope they arenāt too bad, in past Iāve cried my eyes out over the smallest of comments that got to me..
I mean, I kind of see it! I love languages too, actually! I can speak it fluently, but not amazingly. As a kid I visited Turkey every summer but I havenāt been recently since I donāt think my Turkish family even know what trans people are, and if they knew they wouldnāt be too nice about it. Iām not from Istanbul or Izmir or any of the popular places either. Iām from Adiyaman, which is like, rural, kinda villagey. The only thing Adiyaman would be Mount Nemrut (Iāve actually been there!) and ƧiÄ kƶfte, which is kind of silly. Donāt get me wrong, I LOVE ƧiÄ kƶfte, though Iām more a kebab kind of guy.
If you do go, I hope you have a lot of fun! Though Iād be careful, as Turks can be pretty intolerant of queer folks. Not all of them, but a lot of them.
Yeah, I get you. Itād be a real pain in the ass having to draw each one pixel perfect, and drawing dicks are really hard as is. Kaz is the perfect boyfriend, I hope to find my Kaz somedayā¦.
Thatās really cool! Iām really looking forward to that chapter. Iām on a waiting list for T, so Iām really excited to start it and get all the really cool changes that come with it! I heard bottom growth can hurt, but Iām welcoming it with open arms even if my pain tolerance is horrible.
Size isnāt all of what Iām looking for, honestly all I want is a guy who sees me as a guy and respects my boundaries. I donāt care what his cock looks like.
When I did draw I would always mess around with the shading and highlights, multiply and overlay layers (I think it was overlay) were always my favorite things in art. Linework was such a pain in the ass. Colouring was kinda just okay, but a bit tedious. Iām glad youāve found the right balance too!
The hateful comments are no fun ā thankfully I havenāt gotten many. I had one early on with the comic that really got me down, and really made me reconsider the comic. I wanted to keep making it but I was going through a stressful time and spoke to a friend about moderating the comments for a minute. I donāt want to give the person who wrote it any satisfaction so I wonāt get into details. Anyway, I have thicker skin now and Iām in a better place in my life so I generally just delete and move on. These people have nothing going on and are wasting time trying to make us feel bad for existing instead of living their own damn lives. They need to touch grass lol. But yeah, not to be flippant ā they definitely suck. Donāt worry, I would ask a friend again to moderate if I did not have the mental energy to handle it.
Thatās really cool! I looked up ƧiÄ kƶfte ā it looks awesome! I saw that vegetarian versions can be made with bulgur (I am a veggie haha.) Definitely curious to try making this. I hear you ā my family all lives in the States, but Iām not really out to any extended family. I have no idea how to explain it to them. Shit is complicated for some people. I do hope you have the chance to go back one day though, if you would like to. Is your family in Ireland supportive? I hope you have a good support network, either of family or friends. A friend family really can make all the difference.
In my experience, bottom growth was more uncomfortable than really painful. Kind of like being a little uncomfortably turned on. It was more sensitive than usual for the first month or two, then it got better. Iām excited that youāll be starting T soon hopefully! Iām happy to answer questions regarding it if you have any. Iāve been on T now forā¦ 7 years? Weird to think how the time flies once you start. You sound like an awesome dude and you absolutely will find a guy who is a great fit for you one day. I have full confidence in this.
That really sucks, I donāt get why other people feel the need to harass others and leave shitty comments. Iām really proud of you for continuing to make the comic after that comment, it takes a lot of strength to do something like that and Iām extremely happy for you
I cry over the smallest of things that give dysphoria, like how I got a Manscaped ad and burst into tears. I hope T makes me cry less!
I love ƧiÄ kƶfte, but I didnāt even realise there was meat in it! I remember when I was little Iād go out with my mother in town and sheād bring me to this place and get me ƧiÄ kƶfte and it was so fucking good. They would wrap it up with bread, lettuce and would squeeze some lemon juice in too. I would visit and get some there again, but Iām pretty sure it doesnāt exist anymore because of the earthquakes that happened months ago.
I would be a vegetarian too if I wasnāt obsessed with meat. I like meat too much to give it up, but I do advocate for animals to be treated well. For example, Iād want a cow to suffer as little as possible when killed for food, or (I donāt eat eggs, but) how some chickens get put in tight spaces to lay eggs, which is just completely shitty.
The only meat I donāt eat is pork. I grew up muslim (non practising, but my mother still made us celebrate eid and didnāt want us eating pork) and I just got used to not eating it, plus itās super fucking gross anyway.
My immediate family in Ireland are a mixed bag. My mother and father both have this mentality thatās like āwe donāt care what you do, just donāt shove it in our facesā and claim not to be homophobic or transphobic, but then agree with people like JK Rowling or Elon Musk. They arenāt even right wing, theyāre super for equality and rights and are left wing, but say they donāt āgo with the woke crowd.ā They say they advocate for trans rights but then turn around and say trans people are freaks who try to groom kids and have a āsecret agendaā, so I think theyāre just TERFs.
Though it really hurts me that my family feels this way, I love them. When I tried coming out to them years ago they mocked my preffered name and said Iād never be a boy. Itās really painful because I love my parents so much and appreciate them so much but I feel like Iām backstabbing them for something I canāt change. Pretty sure some of my aunts and uncles are pro-LGBTQ+, Iām just not out to them yet. My younger brothers are kind of okay too.
I canāt WAIT for bottom growth, even if I will have an uncomfortable boner for the first few months as youāve described. Iāve heard orgasms become more like male ones and that you get erections easier and get morning wood! Itās something Iāve always wanted, and always envied guys for. Like, Iād hear my cis male friends talk about how annoying random boners are, and how I wouldnāt get it.
I hope youāve got someone who loves you for you, from what I imagine itās great.
Only thing Iām concerned with is that I already have a few of the traits associated with T. Iām already a little hairy (might be the Turkish side, or maybe a hormone imbalance), a deep-ish voice and I have a lot of erm, urges for being pre-T and AFAB. I think I might actually be intersex or something. Combine T with that and Iāll either just pass as cis, or pass as cis with the added bonus of looking like fucking Scott Howl from Monster Prom. If it helps to understand, I hear trans guys complain about body hair in certain places from T when Iāve already got hair there.
Aw, thatās so sweet. What makes you so certain Iāll find someone? You really brightened up my mood
P.S: If we keep chatting like this weāre going to flood the comments like Noahās Ark, should we just continue regardless?
Itās ridiculous and I hate it, but these people generally have worse things going on inside than we ever see. Not excusing it. Just thankful I do not have to live with being that kind of person. Iām an anxious person and I didnāt feel particularly strong at the time, but Iām stubborn and I love working on the comic so thankfully that won out haha. T may make you cry less (it did for me) but it may also not and thatās totally okay! I still cry at episodes of Queer Eye every time.
That sounds phenomenal ā definitely making this! I hear you on pork, it was never a favorite of mine either. I still eat cheese and eggs and making sure the animals are treated ethically is important to me too. Were your family and friends overseas okay during the earthquakes?
Thatās really hurtful. Iām sorry your family isnāt more supportive of who you are. You are a boy ā no matter what they say. My parents did not take it well when I first came out, and my father told me he didnāt think I had what it took to be a man. But over the years, they have changed as theyāve seen me grow into who I am and have met other trans people. I do hope your parents come around, but if not, a friend family is no less of a family. My friends have been amazing through all of this. I hope you have people like that in your life too.
Orgasms do shift to ones that feel more like male ones ā more localized around your dick versus throughout your pelvis. The erections and morning wood are definitely more obvious too! It isnāt uncommon to be intersex and trans, so itās definitely possible. I wish I had the genes to be hairy! Iāve gotten fuzzier for sure but my facial hair needs to finish growing in already lol. Semi-related but Monster Prom is AWESOME. Did you play any of the sequels? Been thinking of checking them out.
I donāt know everything about you, but from talking to you, Iām sure you will find someone because you are kind, supportive of others, easy to talk to, and genuine. Youāre interesting and have great taste in music to boot! These are all qualities that attract similar kinds of people, especially if you allow them into your life instead of believing you donāt deserve to have those kinds of friends or partners (trust me, I pushed away good relationships and friends for a long time because I did not think I deserved them.) Over time, especially as you grow more confident in your skin, I think itāll be easier to meet people and date and find the kind of person youāre looking for.
P.S. Youāre always welcome to email me ā risikocomics AT gmail.com ā but I donāt care if we flood the comments section either lol. If I canāt flood the comments on my own site, where can I flood the comments?
Forgot to respond to the last bit ā I have a very sweet boyfriend who loves me for me and has been nothing but respectful of me as a man and a person. He and I were friends for a while before dating which I think helped a lot with building trust and a good connection. Good dudes are out there!